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Wednesday, March 10, 2010

About Us....






Well, this is us! Looking at this picture sometimes makes me want to cry. The reason...a coworker told me once that only one thing that was missing from it was a baby. She then pointed to the spot where she thought the baby should be sitting. Innocent little comments like that hit the hardest and the deepest. Without even knowing it or trying to hurt me, she did. How could she have known that we have been trying, waiting, wishing and praying for that for so long? There is no answer but the feeling remains.

We have it all!! A wonderful friendship that blossomed into a marriage filled with love and laughs. Two good hearted people with full time jobs, a nice home, a lovely family, great friends and the best "guard" dog out there. We have it all....everything anyone would ever want for their own children to have in their life and here we are, 2 years later still waiting for a miracle baby of our own....our own Wee Willi B. The name for the factious baby that haunts my dreams comes from a few sources. First being "Been", this is my husband's nickname for me. My maternal grandmother who described me as "Wee" as I was born a month premature so that is where that fits in and the "Willi" come from my dear husband and his perfect surname that I happily inherited, making me Jilli Willi :) and "B" is for baby....oh dear....trying not to cry....special thanks to the hormone injections....will get to that later!

1 comment:

  1. Jilly, this post was very touching. That baby B will be in a picture like this very soon. Sending my love...XOXO Trish

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